Bali wonder...
Its such a beautiful place and I have soo much fun with Haruna, eve, and hiroko.
We went to eat good food, enjoy the sun and also the culture. The sun is wonderful too... every sunset is still a breathtaking view..

The most impressive is the pink buddha on the street.. hahha.. knowing how much i love pink. it just caught my attention in a split second.. wow.. never know buddha in pink is so cool!..

We also went to shop houses and in one little place, I found this beautiful sapphire ring silver ring. Its work is so cool and can't stop wondering how many little tiny beads it has.. granulation or so it is called:P. love love it..

I had so much fun with eve that it is so sad to leave on the last day..
I hope I can go back soon^^ ...more adventures waiting!!!....

Year 2011 has gone and by so fast...
That was the most wonderful year in my life..
I met wonderful friends and are really grateful for their friendship.
USA full of fun and adventures.. those times I will never forget.

Fun stuff made by me..

Drusy agate pendant

Agate and onyx bracelet

Agate pendant

I had this stuff made when I was in USA. It is mainly semi precious stones of agate,Drusy quartz,onyx,pink quartz and many many other cool stuff.
I found all these stones from the jewelry fairs and its really cool if you look closely at each stones.
They are all different inside out. The impurities and the elements it possesses is intriquing and unique:)

These are stuffs that I pick up and ones that has caught my attention...that I love..

Enjoy!! more coming up!..
 

Silver silver^^ (made in by Liz)

My Days after Singapore...

Happy Days, happy go lucky.

Everyday pass with a smile ...
I meet so many new friends and really Thank GOd.
I have the chance to dance with Amour, sungguh senang sekali.
waktu aku pulang ke Singapore, aku juga bertemu dgn tmn2 menari, ketemu kak sem yg ngajar, sungguh bersyukur.

thank you for all those ppl who have been with me to colour my days,

><

frustrating daY

Early in the morning, the hussle....to go to work.
the nervousness..
the uneasiness
don't know what to do....

I hate those feelings..

I should feel--
energised
excited
happy
positive and creative.

sukacita didalam hati kita memang harus di jaga bener2.
Kalau nggak, memang semuanya bisa hilang dengan cepatnya dan
apa yang di dalam hati kita bisa membuat kita tidak bisa hidup secara maksimal.

Aku nggak mengerti kenapa those feeling bisa tiba2 datang dan pergi.
Hidup jadi mengerikan karena pikiran kita sulit sekali untuk di kontrol.
kadang aku juga bingung... seharusnya>< aku happy and satisfied.
dengan pekerjaan, financial, teman2, family, everything seems good and fulfilling.

tetapi ada suatu pikiran yang membuat aku nggak ada sukacita itu untuk membuat aku
happy and satisfied.I am searching high and low for the answer and itu ada karena aku merasa di tekan dan tertekan dengan perkerjaan ku. secara nggak langsung dan perlahan lahan semuanya menumpuk. Aku selalu menahan ketidakenakan ku terhadap bos ku dan hal2 kecil yang lain. mungkin itu berangsur udah lumayan lama soalnya aku sudah setaun kerja disini dan aku biarkan saja. Itu membuat aku secara tidak langsung stress dan terikat><. Walaupun pekerjaan yang aku lakuiin itu tidak seberat dan sesulit itu. I just felt this the first time in my whole life. The hardship of life..

I just believe I can perform better than this! maybe in a different environment. Selalu berpikir seandainya begini dan begitu. Tetapi the truth is that I may not know.hanya satu hal aja yang pasti, Aku tahu kalo di depan ku ada rencana yang indah yg Tuhan sediakan buatku. Tuhan nggak pernah ninggalin aku dan itu sungguh terbukti. walau kadang aku nggak seutuhnya kokoh di dalam imanku dan doubt about what will be my future. The future will be there if I do well today. It think that is the way I should think right now.

Jadisekarang... Aku harus mempunyai satu goal yang tentu di dalam hidup.
nggak mau lagi aku jalan sendirian di dalam kebingungan. rasa nggak enak yang udah lama lama ini harus diperbaharui setiap hari dan aku percaya one day I can be as happy and cheerful as before.

lizzaaaaa

a little something about gender><

Hehehe..
Today we celebrated mel's 21st Bday at cineleisure>>>
ck ck ck. kita memang hebat hebohnya! hahahaha happy day deh..
nyanyi ga karu2an.. melegakan stress.

Ini ceritanya setelahnya aku pulang dari karaokean.
Aku pulang sendiri naik bis... hehehe...
dan pas aku duduk, aku melihat 2 orang cowo^^ good looking!
very well groomed, cukur alis, rambut tertata rapi, bajunya juga so nice, cool, keren.
hehe.. just 2 really nice looking guys.
They are pretty interesting...

The both of them have the same nike bag, or so I observed.
As I have nothing to do, observing them made me realise something deeper..
hahaha....
As a jeweller point of view.. hee.. I saw that on their right hand, they have this bangle,black in colour, simple design..might be made from rubber or even wood. The both of them were wearing it.couple bangle yah???

Then I look at their^ neck, nothing there. hahaha..
After that, Isaw their ear. waaa! He has a * bling on the right ear.The other guy too, has a stud, smaller one on the middle plus two black studs. If you don't look carefully.. you might think that it is a mole! hahaha..interesting jewellery nih!
Jewel in disguise.

Then I see his right ear.. they have this small black dot, mole looking, as it was really tiny right in the middle of the ear,at the bone, nearest to the face. aku kiraiin andeng2.. lalu aku liat cowo satunya,dia juga ada sama..hitam2 at the same exact spot, I was astonished kuaget.. hahahaha.. they even pierce at the same place.....! mereka Guys romantis!now.. jewellery really mean something.>< nice nice.... It is such a waste that such good looking guys love another guy.. heeee.kok ya bisaa..

At the same time... in the bus, I look on my left,.. I saw!!!!! a couple., thought a girl and a guy,then I realisedd duaduanya cewe!!!!!!!! what has happened with this world..zzzzzzz
toengggg udah deh.. mereka mesraaaa hmmmm ga pengen nglanjutin kalo yg ini..
hahaha..
anyway..

that's all for today! something to ponder about our gender. Have we all get confused over it? ...

My thoughts after a year of working%$#@

For the past few months, I have not been feeling good and right about life, always thinking so negatively about my own future.
deluded with all the boring,mundane work that I have to do everyday, I don't feel rewarded at all. tired, overwork, so much things to do....and it's like there's no end to it....
semuanya yg negative deh.
Tapi....kenapa dan apa sourcenya?
aku mencari2 jawabannya dan selalu mengeluh all the time...
Tetapi, apakah semuanya itu berguna untuk hari2 didepanku yang harus kulalui?..
It took me weeks even up to now, I still need to really remind myself all the time that my future in front of me is sure and bright.**

I guess I was just blinded for a few months.. and Thinking about it made me irritated as I have wasted my days thinking over things that i shoudn't really think too much right now.... I know God has great plans for me and I am really looking forward to those thngs he has provided for me. Have FAITH><

Well, I think a little differently now . After my crazy days.. I decided to stop all this unecessary unhappiness and unwellness in my mind. I think if I continue on, I might not be able to live anymore. This is a real stress, that I have never felt it in my whole life!. Never!! as my life has always been so happy ,smooth sailing without anything to worry about. God has been sooo good in my life and I still believe that He will not let me be down for so long. Giving me hope still and I am so glad i saw that stray of hope...He never let me face this alone. MAny things now has changed and my style, thinking, hopes, dreams, and my expectation for my future... the nearest future.. is my work. I have to finish it well!!!!!!

After that long I realised... if you want to do big things it comes with big responsibility. Really.. getting promoted and to stay at the top may be the coolest thing that you wanna achieve, but with the responsibility that you need to take.. if only you can see the future, you may think twice about that. Thinking that life can be good and easy. well, it may be the opposite.

However, we have to take all the chances and opportunities to improve ourselves!. The difference about today and tomorrow is that Today you can't do it, but tomorrow, you can! today you do the wrong thing, but tomorrow you do the right things and will not make the same mistake twice. phew.. it's about your knowledge and experience.. unfortunately in my case, there is really sooo many chance to make mistakes. I am so amazeeedddd. Experience really just takes time to get it... the older you become, the more experienced you will be! hahaha,need to sacrifice our life time.

Just with a blink, I already haev a year of experience. cepetttt nyaaaa........and I realised...
jewellery is such a troublesome thing plus the process from designing to making to selling is suchhhh a tedious job!!!! there is just so many tiny things that you need to pay attention to. it's Wow!! heeee... something to interesting,cool, wow,beautiful,but it can also be mean, frustrating, irritating and.....

capeeeekkkk!!! but if I look back now, I have been really through a looott!!
wooooowwwww!!! nothing comparable to my study for 3 years in RDI. I learnt it all in just barely a year. everything and more!! ! hmmmmm.. Now, what should I complain, I am more skilled,with my experience, and a bit of savings. Why am I still unhappy.
Hahaha,... Tomorrow! I still have to face tomorrow and the week which seems like a long way to go ..if you think about it.. it becomes weeeek! wek! hahaha...unbearable pressure! phew...

OKay..tomorrow... let me worry tomorrow.
Think positivly and face it bravely!
Only in my mind that I can't do this.
I am sure that everything is done for my own good and bright future..
Successss!

cheers><
I feel so much better after writing all this.
Phewwww..... Adem ayem.^^